I laid awake last night and realized that my mind is constantly on Isabella and her condition.
Whether its thinking about medicine, her CBC, transfusions, side effects, treatment, long term effects,
her socializing again, being able to do normal things, etc...my mind doesn't stop, and I don't know when it ever will.
Nights are hardest for me, I worry. I have nothing else to focus on-and it gets the best of me.
As I realized how much it really is on my mind,
I tried to visualize what or where we would want to be if all this wasn't going on...
my mind automatically went to San Diego and the BEACH.
I'll never forget the moment of pure bliss while both Tyler & Isabella ran, laughed, and smiled for hours.
It was one of those moments that will be in my mind forever, especially the feeling I felt seeing them SO purely happy.
That is their idea of heaven, and I am in heaven simply when they are!
So this is where we are headed when all the craziness slows down.
"Heaven"
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